Ennai solli kuthamilla..

Iniku enaku nijammave sema kadupa iruku, I aint going anywhere, and am just stuck at home. I was trying to clean up the mess at home, but well, ennoda super anti-maintenance skills ithanai naal pannina mess-a avalo seekirathula ennala sari panna mudiyala.

Seri ok thoongalam-nu pona, my KC, as it did a few months ago, is triggering some kobam on a few folks. Naan indha IT field-la irukardhuku karanamana makkala dhan solren. Sila months munnadi ippadi oru post potrundhen, but that was on a note that I wasnt able to do anything worthwhile, but today I am thinking in a different angle.

Naan chinna kuzhandai-va irukumpodhu (adhavadhu oru 6-7 vayasu), en amma edhirtha veetu aunty kitta ennaiyum anna-vayum anupinanga, "Ivangaluku music kathu kodunga"-nu. Anna went and came back saying he was in, and whne I went, she asked me to sing Sa Pa Sa. Naan ennoda mazhalai (*ahem*) kural-la Saa Paaaa Saaa-nu padinena..avalodhan adhai kettutu avanga en ammakitta, "Sorry, unga ponnuku suttu enna, surgery panna kooda nalla paada varadhu"-nu solli anupitanga. Aniyayama therila? Oru moonu, moone moonu syllable-a vachu enaku paate varadhu-nu sonna enna nyayam? Adhuvum avalo chinna vayasula oru kuralai modify panna mudiyadha? naan enna 60 vayasulaya pattu kathuka ponen?

Seri ok, dance kathu-ko en amma optimistic-a dance kathuka anupinanga. En anna-vum naanum oru institute-ku music and dance kathuka ponom (adhavadhu he music, me dance). I dont remember how long I learnt, may be 2-2.5 yrs, but thideernu en appa veedu matharom-nu solli complete-a different area-ku mathittar! Indha area oru kaadu, so no classes at all! :( Appuram oru 6-7 yrs kazhichu keezha oru Kuchupudi artist tenant-a vandhanga. Dance-ku enna ina-pedham-nu naan adhai kathukardhuku join panten. I had hardly spent 3-4 mths when she vacated! Akkkkkramam! Oru kalai ippadi avangavanga veedu matharadhunala ellam enkitta serama odudhu! Adhukappuram academics-laye poyachu en line.

Ada saridhan, idhan workout aagala, namma appa nalla varaivare, naama adhai try panvom-nu I tried drawing too. Mela iruka natarajar naan varainjadhudhan computer-la, but en neram paarunga, workplace-la velai sei-nranga! Pavam indha natarajar, naan color panven, color panven-nu 1.5 yrs-a wait panrar, naanum work mudiyatum work mudiyatum-nu sollite iruken. Kalai mukkiyama velai mukkiyama?? Yarkavadhu vilangudha idhu?

Che, enna ulagamada idhu? Oru future Sudha Raghunathan-o, Padma Subramaniam-o, Maruthi-o valara vidama, just, just oru Usha-va develop panni vitruku! So, naan iniku oru periya aal-a illana, adhuku karanam naan illa, indha ulagamdhan - having declared this, I am off to bed with a peaceful heart!

(BTW, yaravadhu en thappudhan adhu idhu-nu comment vidaradha parthen...jaganmatha-ku kaavudhan appuram)